> From this. They say that religion is for people who don’t want to go to Hell, and that spirituality is for people have been there. The consequence of all those drugs I took were several stints at mental institutions and some lost years, some of it just sitting in a room and talking to […]

> From this, this, and this. Some visions I have had I recall in vivid retrospect, but still do I not truly understand what they signified, what exactly was for me to learn. I once ran through the Dark Forest naked and alone, in a nightmare, not to understand to where I ran, away from […]

> From this, and this. Let me begin again. I will begin at the end. We won! Let me tell it three times, in fact: My role as Chief Gunner was for one single purpose: I pulled the trigger to shoot out the last cord that held Satan in Heaven. And down he was cast, […]

> From this. I once read a book called A History of the World in 10½ Chapters, by Julian Barnes. The last chapter is called “The Dream”, in which absolutely everyone goes to Heaven. Even Hitler. Now, you should know that when the visions hit me for the first time, I had a messiah complex […]

> From this, and this. An admission, to get it out of the way: I did drugs. A lot. But if you want to dismiss everything that happened to me as merely drug-induced hallucinations, explain how it was that LSD helped Crick discover the structure of DNA? And why, when I quit using drugs, that […]

> From this. Judas volunteered. Just so you know, I’ll get this off my chest first. The ramifications I will get into later. My experience begins twice, and didn’t make sense until just about the very end of it. The end was when I was Chief Gunner in the WAR IN HEAVEN, and my codename, […]

This marks the end of the first, rough draft of the text for this book. Basically, this means that just about all the topics I want to cover have been introduced. What comes now is going back and fleshing out all these topics so that they make a little more sense, and are better organized. […]